Not so very long ago, I spent many days in a place of sadness and loss and fear. I wanted motherhood, I wanted blue eyed babies with my blue eyed J, I wanted giggles and kisses and melt-your-heart smiles. Two years ago, I couldn't quite imagine that wish finally coming true.
Then came Anderson. With Anderson came joy and fulfillment and laughter and a love so big I couldn't ever have understood its boundlessness until "we" became "three".
Baby 'Bumblebee' due February 2010.